And I thought I'm the only one who noticed...

It's hard,
it's really hard...

We never knew that we would end up like this.

I miss the smiles,
the laughs,
the stories,
the things that we should have kept from each other but we said it anyway.

What happened?

Well...

who could have thought it would end this way?

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How much I wish that what I just wrote was just a poem.. but it isn't.
I feel like crap this past few days and I'm just floating like a ghost.
I'm so disappointed with what I lost and what I had lost myself into.
I lost friends that I really thought would stay forever.

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I don't say names because I feel it's not necessary.
You know who you are and if you don't then god, from the start what we call friendship is just bullshit.
If I could rewind I would, If I could change everything I would.
but I can't
and that is sad.

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My life ends.

The tears we shed,
the pain we felt.
The path we took,
The people we lost.

The smiles are gone,
and I have none.
This is what is left,
will my life end?